Exhaustion

See my dog Macy in this picture?  That's how I feel right about now.  I am exhausted!  Physically, mentally, and emotionally drained.  Complete and utter exhaustion.  I have been working a month of nights for 21 days now.  That's exhausting in and of itself.   I can't sleep during the day well, I can't sleep at night, and I have to work shifts that screw up my sleep on the weekends.  Not being able to sleep, working this much, dealing with lots of other frustrations, and it being the holidays and all leads to me feeling completely drained.  It's so hard to remain positive at times.  And I know that my life isn't bad, that I am blessed beyond measure, that somewhere someone else is so much worse off, but I still feel I have the right to be tired.  I am so unbelievably lucky to have an awesome husband and some really supportive friends who kinda get it.  They understand.  They listen. Thank you, you know who you are.  I love you guys from the bottom of my heart. 

No trial has come to you but what is human. God is faithful and will not let you be tried beyond your strength; but with the trial he will also provide a way out, so that you may be able to bear it.
1 Corinthians 10:13